Today marks ten months since my dad passed away. I've been missing him a lot lately. It just seems like everything has been reminding me of him: fixing stuff around the house in ways that he taught me, eating some of his favorite foods, listening to oldies music that we had on our old jukebox as a kid. I still sometimes have the thought that I need to call him to check in or tell him about something funny I saw. I really miss talking to him.
I took Robbie up to my dad's grave today to put some Easter flowers on it and to just sit and think. I miss my dad and some days are still really hard. I am so grateful though that physical death is just a temporary thing, that because the Savior died and was resurrected, I will see my dad again. And what is even more comforting is knowing that he won't have all the pains and frustrations that came with the disease he had here, but that he will be free from that. And I can't wait for that day.
Because of the Savior, we can see our loved ones again and for that I am very very grateful. Happy Easter!
This is beautiful. Thank you for sharing something so personal. It is wonderful to have that reassurance that we will see our loved ones again.
ReplyDeleteKatie! I love that you started a blog. I love reading what my friends have to say and learn a lot from them. Blake probably told you my dad passed away as well. It will be 5 years in December. Those little things that remind me of him still occur today. It is still hard to think about how much I miss him. Those little things that reminded me of him use to make me sad or even a tiny bit angry, but now they just make me smile. What a blessing we have to know that we have our own personal guardian angel that is watching over us and our families. I'm sorry about your dad.. A little girl needs her daddy no matter what age. :) Thank you for posting this and for strengthening my testimony about the plan if salvation even more!
ReplyDeleteThank you Rachel for sharing that- that's so comforting to hear- cause I still feel like a lot of times those things make me sad and a little angry too. I'm so sorry about your dad- Blake has told me multiple times what an amazing man he was!! I'm sure he is so proud of you and the amazing mom you are! It definitely is comforting to know that our little guys have a grandpa on the other side that's rooting for them:) If I wouldn't have known from Blake I would never have guessed you have gone through something so hard-thanks for your example of being so positive!
DeleteI didn't realize it has only been 10 months since you lost your dad. You are a cutie and I am so glad you moved to our neighborhood so I can get to know you better. I saw your mom at church and I enjoyed listening to Blake on the organ.
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